有一次，费斯来了，见莉迪亚正在弹琴，也觉得难得，坐下来听了一会，就直挑眉：“这词都听不懂，能唱首听得懂的吗？”他说得很客气，不说听不惯，只说听不懂。虽然觉得莉迪亚唱歌怪腔怪调，也只能忍着。他的莉迪亚呀，从来都不是个让他舒舒服服就能明白的人。

被费斯这么一要求，莉迪亚愣了。当年，她英文不行，可英文歌曲却也是学了几首来装b的。只是，这些歌只是她的私心所爱，并不是什么大众调调，真唱出来，会不会吓到这位十九世纪听惯歌剧的帅哥啊？

看着费斯期盼的眼神，莉迪亚顿了顿，笑起来：“我唱出来，你可别跑啊。”

“有这么吓人吗？我肯定不跑，让肯特一会把我按在椅子上。”费斯也跟着开玩笑。

莉迪亚扬起唇角一笑，管他呢，差着上百年时光的审美，就让它们撞击一下吧。回忆了一下许久没想起的曲调，莉迪亚开始弹下第一个音。这首曾经半夜半夜地回旋在她卧室的lunik的《let go》在这个异时空响起。

前半首低吟浅唱，费斯听着歌词，不由安静下来。直到□迸起，莉迪亚哭喊一般地不断重复的“gotta let you go”，他的眉头慢慢皱了起来。

“太悲伤了。”音乐声停下好久，费斯突然说了一句。

“……”

作者有话要说：let go这首歌的歌词嘛，大概是讲一个恋情到了晚期的女人在说，她明白一切已经成了泡影，她放手，让男主角离开。原文如下：

ept 'cause i know deep inside

a love that big shouldn't be left behind

but after all that was - i still love you

and all i want is the best for you

unfortunately it doesn't seem to be me

gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go

let go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go

sometimes i dream that one day you will tell me

you want to give us another try

and make them real - all the dreams and plans we had

a family with you by my side

but after all it's just a dream

dadadada... gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go

let go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go

let go, oh i gotta let you go, i gotta let you go, i gotta let you go

gotta let you go, gotta let you go, gotta let you go

my eyes were closed when i ran away from your love

and you asked me to return

放在这里，是让费斯反省一下，哈。

另外，这首歌确实曾经陪我过过好几个夜晚。